Profession ku lagi

Argh....why we have to make choices? Why we must sacrifice? Can't we have it all? What we want, have it all together in our hands?
Hm....tak baik ckp mcm tu kan..
All the things happen had something hidden...ada hikmah disebaliknya.
That's why we have to tawakkal, to istikharah berserah kepada-Nya. All comes with reason and we are the one who should diagnose it, and make a very rasional wise decision.
I really really hope I will do so. ami--n.

OK. back to the issue.
Unfortunately, sadly, badly to say they are not wiling to give me more than they are offering. They are sticking at their figure and not even willing to add another RM10 more.
Another few hours to think deeeeeeply about this.
But, I might be so lucky to have friends who always be my supporting angels.
Always gives motivation when I'm in blueee mood.

This is what Yan's story :

yan: cite pasal 4 ekor tikus
yan: tikus dok kat gudang cheese
yan: 2 ekor tikus nih asyik mkn jek..
yan: kira comfort zone dier la..
yan: ari-ari bgn mkn cheese
yan: dan 2 tikus lg..dia mkn jgak cheese
yan: tp lama-lama dia nampak cheese tuh dah nak abes
yan: tp yg 2 ekor td tak nampak yg cheese derang nak abes..yer la..comfort zone sesangat..
yan: pastu yg 2 ekor tikus tu dia kuar drp gudang tuh carik cheese kat tempat lain..
yan: dan dia jumpa bnyk sgt cheese..lg bnyk drp gudang yg td
yani: hahahah
yani: menarik
yan: so..dia ajak kawan dier pegi..kawan dier tak nak
yan: kawan dier takut..tak pernah kuar drp gudang tuh
yan: last-last, tikus yg tinggal td rugi la...
yan: sbb cheese dah abes...
yan: dah abes baru nak pindah..
yani: hahaha
yan: dan pi tempat lain pun cheese dah takde..
yan: morale of the story..
yan: jgn terlalu selesa ngan comfort zone
yan: pastu grab peluang yg ada
yan: the end ahahaha

Very very motivated story.

This is what Ida said :

Ida2: ada sempai aku dulu dia blah sato join toyota... gaji mmg turun giller tapi tetap dia acceept
yani: yeke?
yani: nape?
Ida2: iyerrrr
Ida2: sebab dia percaya ngan toyota
Ida: hasilnyerrr... sekarang kalau kerja ngan sato tak mungkin dia dapat gaji sebanyak yg dia dapat sekarang
yani: yeke?
yani: sbb bonus ke?
yani: increament?
Ida2: maksudnyer dia benti sato tuh mmg tindakan yg betul
Ida2: bonus, increment sumer okay dari sato... benefit pon tak yah cakap la kan
yani: mm....gamble la kan
Ida2: ye betul
Ida2: kita tak tau apa yg akan berlaku di hadapan
Ida2: mungkin sekarang gaji sikit
Ida2: sapa tau increment nko nanti ker
Ida2: kaisya revise gaji ker
Ida2: we never know
Ida2: kita jgn tgk dari segi gaji jer
Ida2: mungkin kat situ kurang tapi kat tempat lain byks
Ida2: tapi keputusan di tangan nko

What a very good sample

Suru said :

Yani, aku baru abis baca blog kamu.Dari ayat2 kamu tu, aku dapat rasa yang kamu mmg tengah ochikomu dan nayanderu….Fukuzatsu
Kalau aku jadi kamu pun aku nayamu…..

Aku rasa kan Yani, kamu boleh cool kan diri kamu dengan list up pro vs contra dulu. Pastu, kamu boleh pk kan lagi secara teliti dari situ. Kita ni kalau dalam konran, mmg susah nak buat decision.
Jadi, untuk mengelakkan dari buat wrong decision, baik kita ochitsuku dulu.Kalau result tunjuk banyak negative observation dari positive, itu mungkin salah satu petunjuk yang kamu deserve better than that place dan sekarang belum sampai lagi kot tentuan-Nya (macam Fiza cakap).

Tonikaku, OCHITSUKE KARA KANGAETE!

And macam Fiza cakap gak, jom g shopping untuk release kan kamu punya nayamu tu….Hahaha…(Insyaallah, aku turun KL hari Sabtu ni. Gi kenduri kohai Yamanashi)

Fiza said :

Ganbatte yani.. mmg ada masa kita ochikomu giler.. aku pon ada gak macam tu. Skrg engko ngan dot tgh alaminya..Tapi dunia ni mmg mcm roda...kitto hari kita kat atas akan tiba..hehehe... Eh kat EDS ada supervisor position.. cuba try tu gak... situ mmg gaji mahal, permanent and ada career path.Maybe you deserve better... sebab tu Tuhan tak mudahkan rezeki engko kat tempat sekarang...Kitto Allah ada reason to make you better... Sabar Yani.. pegi shopping... ilangkan sikit stress...
To Yani and Dot, bersabar, sebab biler sampai masanya, beban atas bahu korang akan terlepas...and kita rasa release sengsangat.Dulu aku ingat lagi masa aku dah jadik giler kat sini, aku tulis mail kat korang...korang hannou and ada yg call...Korang ckp jer pasal nayami tu banyak kali sekalipon, kami akan dengar... Itu jer cara kitaorang as a friend menolong korang.Sampai masanya, semua akan selesai... ganbatte norikoete ne...Yani kalau dah rasa mcm dah sampai masa to move on, just pergi dulu. Sebab nenpou teki tak berubah sangat.Benefit tu penting gak. Bnyk bleh cover expenses.

That's what friends are for ....I LOVE U GUYS!! YOU ARE MY GUTS, MY GLORY MY STRENGTH, MY TRULY EVER DEAR FRIENDS....

And, base on all these comments from my friends, I had made my mind. Made wise decision. But, will discuss more details precisely with my hubby.
So, tomorrow will be the big day. If I'm leaving my current kerusi empok, I will see my boss first thing in the morning.